i know i'm posting way too much for my own good.
but do i look like i care.
no.

my mood has been changing so damn much.

i'd never use the word hate.
usually never.
but now.
i just can't wait for someone to just simple vanish off the face of the earth.
and not let anyone remember the existance of this person.
maybe things will be better for everyone.
it will make everything easier.

and i realised that i haven't put up a video.
maybe i should put up one for you love.
if i can't say what i wanted to in the beginning.
maybe now this song can help me.
to say what i couldn't say.
just let me say i'm sorry for one last time.

to you out there.
i hate you.
you get sick of us.
every realise that maybe we'll get sick of you too?
i don't need this kind of attitude from you.

cause i don't have the energy to do anything else.
i don't feel like loving so i go breaking someone's heart.
how smart can nessa be?
but hey.
no matter what happens.
i love you still.

when everything is right.
i'll give us a shot.
and let everything go naturally.

and there's never a right time to say goodbye.

so now the job is to resist.
just try for a day.
if it works.
try for another day.
until it becomes a week.
if you feel tempted.
give in for once.
then start the cycle all over again.
until you totally lose the temptation.